Monday February 23 2009

Well, here I am again. We arrived home from Texas about 2 weeks ago but I have not felt like I have had the energy to sit down and make an entry until today. I guess I am on schedule. Dr. Smalley asked me if I felf worse today than I did yesterday. After careful considereation I said I don't feel worse today than I did yesterday. He said good if your not feeling worse you are getting better and so that is what I would say to you... I am getting better but it is damned hard to see.
This is now Tueday. I tried to post this yesterday but it wouldnt post and I got fed up and quit. I must be feeling better because I dont feel worse than I felt yesterday. In fact today I feel pretty good. I walked all the way to the mail box and and we over to the Smith's for a short vistit---wow we are getting to be social gad flys.
I will be taking this time to try to thank everyone for theire cards and letters and the incredibel support ---I hope your thoughtfulness has changed me to be a little more conscioncious about staying in contact and to keep encouraging people who are going trouh difficult times.
It truly is amazing---this last Sunday I didn't think I would ever feel good again---my poor body was so beat up all it could do was lay around and sleep. I am a long way from well but I am sure as hell getting better and that is something I can really look forward too.
And so it goes....